Confused.

A girl quietly wasting time away within the four corners of her hollow room. Taking all the silence surround her. Echoes of other beings seem so far away. She's in a different world. She only hears a conversation between her subconscious companions, her heart and her mind. Talking about the world that she's presently in, that of Confusion.

"What's wrong with her? She doesn't care about me. [Heart] I'm slowly being broken up into tiny bits and pieces. Doesn't she care what happens to me, her heart?"

"You know she doesn't. She doesn't care if she gets hurt. She doesn't want other people to suffer on her account"

"I feel sorry for her. She isn't sure about things especially now."

"Confusion is engulfing her soul."

She continues to stare into space. Now, talking to herself about a person of her tormented past and of someone new, a person currently making her smile.

"What is this that I'm feeling?"

"Should I hold on to him? or should I stop?"

"I don't want him to get hurt...I really don't. But somehow I like being with someone else."

"He makes me happy."

"Do I really like him or is it just because of something else?"

"What should I do?"

"I still love him...but I feel something different."

"What is she to do? Give up her lover for another? Hold on to him even if she knows its forbidden? Help her. Please. We beg of you. We don't know how much more she can take. We try to help her with all our might but we're just not enough. She needs someone else to lift her from her sadness."

- Her Heart and Mind

*I'm being sentimental again. Oh well.^^ Thanks for reading this 'sad' entry. I just thought of it this week while talking to someone. To that person, thank you.^^ [you know who you are]*